Is this fair to say?
He could be loved for being a sweetie. I have started out with smaller men and they have grown. Living the good life will do that. One skinny dear of mine grew to 185. And another ate himself from about 200 to 400. That I did object to. Guess what was in the way? That tummy. And I am not happy on my knees. He could eat for an army. Order every thing on a menue and I would think it was to have for another time. And he would finish it all.
I myself was all skin and bones. 5'8" and 115 pounds. I was mistaken with my buzzed hair to be a boy. So I deliberately put on weight. At 155 I was called fat by an unkind person. And that is no where near what I got to many years later! "What do you want to be fat like you?" When I mentioned she was so skinny, was she well?
Later medicines and thyroid complications had made me way out of control of what I looked like. I was starving and still very heavy. My friends thought I should be the way I once had been for as little as I ate. The medicines made food taste rancid. The little I did consume was forced just to survive. Imagine being on 23 medicines? And falling face down the stairs? I had to stop the spiral downward. I decided to forgo the benefits and give up these medicines. And now my reality is much happier.
I am finding prejudice and anger at saying I have kept off 100 pounds, mentioned before here, and I find it interesting. I am not trying to preach on how to do it. Although I would be happy to share how it worked. Eating more to keep the metabalism working. Balance of the food groups and proportion was my formular.
So it is not fair to see this guy as only able to have this beauty because he has money. I have had men in my life with money. That is it. Their money. When I left I had the clothes on my back. Leaving behind the jewels and furs and limos and parties and apartment in the Islands. If you are not happy don't stay for these comforts. They can be replaced and changed what is important to you. And how many times have I begun over? Each time becoming less concerned with the possessions I was loosing.
I met an obnoxious man [yes an Arab] at a party and I said I wasn't interested. He said everyone liked him as his father had oil. Gosh that is not even his own money that he is stinging them along on. No thanks.
What redeaming qualities are you enjoying together? Are you kind and generous of spirit? Are you joyful together? Are you drinking out of a dixie cup, as the song went? And have all you need and want together? Don't let any one make you unhappy with a kind soul no matter what they look like. There is some one for every one. And looks are temporary. What matters now is not important later when there is genuine bond together.
I think O got into trouble for saying she won't eat (steak) beef. Will I get into trouble for saying this is true below?
posted by LadyIrene @ 5/21/2006 06:06:00 AM
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